OKAY WHERE DO I START? TODAY STARTED VERY BUSY AND I THINK I DIDN'T EVEN GET FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP IN LOL. I WOKE UP, HAD AN EARLY MEETING WITH A BUSINESS PARTNER OF MINE, AND WE SAT DOWN AND SPOKE OF SOME NEW BUSINESS VENTURES THAT IS TO COME. WE SAT DOWN AND PLOTTED IN THE LOBBY OF SOME CONDOMINIUM BUILDING. I SAID NOTHING DURING THE MEETING, BECAUSE MY BUSINESS PARTNER WAS DOING ALL THE TALKING FOR ME. MY MIND WONDERED OFF AND I STARTED THINKING ABOUT SOME STRESSFUL EVENTS THAT HAD OCCURRED IN THE PREVIOUS DAY. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THE EMOTIONS, BUT I HAD A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON THE SITUATION AND EVENTUALLY THE EMOTIONS, SUBSIDED.
I COULD NOT HELP BUT THINK THAT REAL SOON MY PRAYERS WOULD BE ANSWERED AND A REAL SMILE WOULD SOON APPEAR ON MY FACE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I BEGAN TO THINK, "CAN SOMEONE REALLY LIVE THE REST OF THEIR LIFE HAPPY?" IT SEEMS THAT WHENEVER WE ARE BATHING IN HAPPINESS SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TO COME AND MESS IT UP HUH? I THOUGHT IF I STOOD IN ONE SPOT TILL THE END OF MY LIFE WOULD TROUBLE WORK ITS WAY TOWARDS MY FUCKING LITTLE SPOT? I THINK SO. SO I BASICALLY MADE UP MY MIND, NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, WHAT YOU DO, OR WHATEVER YOU SAY, PROBLEMS WILL BE HERE.
YOUR JOB IS TO CONQUER THEM, TEAR THEM UP, AND STEP ON THAT SHIT!!! ^^ SHIIIITTT THATS WHAT THE FUCK I DO LOL. FUCK THAT, YES YOU CAN LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE HAPPY. WE HAVE TO LEARN AS HUMAN BEINGS TO FACE THE ISSUES THAT HAUNT US, OTHERWISE, PROCRASTINATING WILL ONLY MAKE MATTERS WORSE. NOW, LET ME BE HONEST, I'M A DAMN GOOD PROCRASTINATOR!!! SHIT I CAN DO ANYTHING LAST MINUTE...I'M A GOOOOOD IMPROVISER...BUT FACE THE ISSUE HEAD ON BITCHES. GET RID OF IT!!! MAYBE THEN YOU CAN GAIN SOME NEW FOUND SENSE OF PRIDE, OR A NEW FOUND SENSE OF CONFIDENCE THAT MAYBE YOU NEVER HAD.....{{CHARLIE STRIPES OF THE PIN UP MURDERS MIAMI}}
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